his yesterday's memories

I remember yesterday was her day. She was a person in the past.
I wonder if he also remembered it, or had everything gone into oblivion.
Maybe yes, maybe somehow, as the child is with him.
The childs eyes, the boy's being makes him remember the woman.
How could he not recall.
I wonder where is she now. She carried with her their daughter.

I don't want to recall the pain it had caused me.
That until now I am still fighting this feeling of despise.
I am not in pain.
Though, I don't want to felt the scar it caused me, how I've been blinded, how it affected me and the feeling of regrets.
I ought not to ask if he remember his past. I must forget.

great words

Here I am. Working where there are very little or seldom exchanges of the words "good morning!" . Hearing those words today from a stranger made this day a good one. I am not of high rank but I appreciate those people who greet me with such words. Sometimes I also received the words "hello ma'm" on my way home from total strangers. These are simple words that really make a big difference. With this, I always respond back giving those people my sincere smile. In my heart I could hear the words, "may you be blessed".

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Office Memo:
October 24, Tuesday is a regular holiday throughout the country in observance of EID'L FITR (FEAST OF RAMADHAN) under proclamation 1155.

click and earn

I decided to take a step into the world of making a revenue online. I decided to add Google Adsense ads into my site. Have signed up for Adsense-Exchange which would give clicks to my Adsense ads. Well, I am still in the process of learning how it works. Hoping that my quest for revenue will push through. I have also started signing up at traffic generating sites like Traffic Echoes and Link Referral.

This is fun. It's something I love to do. I just hope I would generate some revenue.
Maybe I will create another blog for this soon.

I know a lot of people are successful in making money online. How I wish they would give me some tips.

Well, I better start learning more...

the way it is

I detest people who brag too much on what they have, especially people who are just planning to buy a certain thing. Seems they flaunt the money they have on their hands. They are not the typical rich persons, they are just ordinary people pretending to be full wealth. They feel that they are way above others.

I could remember someone saying "nakahawak lang ng kaunting pera, akala mo mayaman na, akala mo kung sino na!"

No humility. No humbleness

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Working each day is a drag.
Nothing to look forward to, just unmotivated.
Knowing that others receive more makes me feel down.
Leaving me without energy to give my best.
Anticipating that time would be so fast.
Reasoning out to myself that life had always been unfair.
It always was.

women of strength

I have read this in the email and decided to put this in my blog. I am proud to be a woman. I am not strong enough, I am not perfect and I easily cry. Reading this strenthens me.

WOMEN OF STRENGTH

They carry children, they carry hardships, they carry burdens,
yet they hold faith, happiness, love and joy.
They smile when they want to scream.
They sing when they want to cry.
They volunteer for good causes.

They are pink ladies in hospitals, they bring food to shut ins.
They are senators, educators, childcare workers, executives, attorneys,
truck drivers, pilots, stay at home moms and your neighbors.
They fight for what they believe in. They stand up against injustice.
They write to the "powers that be" for things that make for a better life.
They don't take "no" for an answer when they believe there is a better solution.
They can wipe a tear, cover a cut and pat you on the back at the same time.
They go without new shoes so their children can have them.
They go to the doctor with a frightened friend.
They tell people that need to be told to straighten up their act.
They lend a shoulder to cry on, an ear to listen
and a voice to make suggestions.
Their hearts break when a friend dies.
They have sorrow at the loss of a family member,
yet they are strong when they think there is no strength left.
They can round up energy, even when they are tired.
They can stay up a little longer to talk to someone that needs a friend.

Women do more than give birth. They bring peace and hope.
They give compassion and ideals.
They give moral support to their family and friends.
They weep with joy when their children excel,
and cheer when loved ones get awards.
Women want people to grow into the best person they can be.
They want to touch you in a way that will make you share your
goodness with others.

The beauty of a woman is not in the clothes she wears,
the figure that she carries, or the way she combs her hair
... true beauty in a woman is reflected in her soul.
The beauty of a woman must be seen from her eyes because
that is the doorway to her heart, the place where love resides.
The heart of a woman is what makes the world spin!

-author unknown-

wikimapia

I recently checked out this very interesting site, Wikimapia. It's where you could get to see the whole earth. Imagine that! It's fun exploring and getting to know certain places. I immediately checked out the place where I live and labelled it. I don't know if it's allowed though. The site allows anyone to mark a location and place a description. It's a very useful tool and I am likely to visit it anytime.

still the same

three years had passed
still nothing had changed
tired of the daily routine
offering me nothing
just security
then emptiness
leading me no where
a shift perhaps is better
yet fears had enveloped me
scared to embrace another change

randomness

+ on being late
received today my memo for being late for the month of August. it's my 2nd offense already! whewww... we were only allowed to be late 4 times in a month.

+ on blog traffic
I've spent some time today at Blog Explosion. I've surfed member blogs, played the scratchcard game, joined the blog rocket and voted in the battle of the blogs. I had fun at the site today, even if I've only won 1 mystery credit.

still no power

Until now, we're still living in the dark. It was so hard and we didn't know when we would have our electricity back. Read from the news that in Metro Manila, 97% have been restored. Lucky for those living in that places. Unfortunately, that was not us. So everyday we have to live in total darkness with only the candle giving us light. The kids are having a hard time sleeping. Whew!!!
Now, I am taking advantage of the Internet connection here at the office. Keeping myself updated with the situation. Hoping that everything would be back to normal.

thyphoon

Strong thyphoon , Milenyo hit the country last thursday. I even came to work that day. I've witnessed how strong the thyphoon was. I've seen the great winds and the rain, trees being toppled from its roots, billboards collapsing. At 3 pm, I went home and while walking, we saw the damaged it had done. Arriving home without electricity. Heard from the news in the radio the destruction it had caused. Until now, we are still hoping that we would have it back since places already had their lights though some really doesn't have.