I am a woman

I am a woman that is beautiful inside and out, filled with joy and pride.
I am a woman as graceful as a butterfly, as woman should be seen and not heard.
I am a woman that is cunning, a woman of skill and knowledge.
I am a woman with strength, to knock down any boundaries keeping me from my journeys of life.
I am a woman that dream to have a life of an angel with never ending love and happiness.
I am a woman that’s your lover and friend, keep you feeling loved and secure.
I am a woman of respect and admiration; respecting and admiring you mind body and soul.
I am a woman with a passionate kiss with lips as soft as fresh rose petals, I leave you wanting and wishing for more.
I am a woman with a charm that’s as radiant as the sunshine.
I am a woman full of laughter, giggles and grins, which is the medicine of the soul.
I am a woman with my own identity, look into my eyes and you’ll see who I am.

family outing

Family outing yesterday was fun. Lots of food, songs and laughter. We spent the day at a private pool in Laguna. There was a billiard table and a karaoke machine. It was the first outing of my new baby boy. Whew... I still could not take a swim and accompany my daughter in the pool, as I am still in the recovery period. Well, seeing relatives having fun is one great moment.

just when I thought

Michelle admitted before that she was jealous of me and that she is not at peace. I know she should not feel that way as I was just a person in Vincent's past. I know she just need more assurance that Vincent loves her so much. She hated me. She wanted me to look bad. I bet she was spreading stories to people who knew me. But then, I know myself more.
I was not the one who took the first step of befriending Lora or Michelle. Now they are accusing me of such! That I befriend them just to make them do the things I want and that I was using them?! This is what I get for being nice and offering a door to people whom I thought are real...

remembrances

Looking back. Looking into.
There are events in my life that made me remember what was and what had been...
I had changed... my thoughts, my views are now different.
Yet not totally, some things just remain...

adorable skylah

Skylah looks so adorable in this gown. She was so tired that she had slept when the party started. Nevertheless, she slept only for a few minuts and woke up when its time for us to be photographed together with the Jem. She was staring when the 18 roses began to dance with the debutante. She was also fascinated with the water fountain in the ballroom. When it was time for the guests to dance, my sisters and my mom took her to the dancefloor. She really loves to dance. Maybe she would be a good dancer when she rows up. The band had already packed their things, no one was on the dancefloor. Yet she still wants to...

sigh

Analyzing my life,
What I hoped, what it really was.
Accepting my destiny.
Contented.
Happy at most times,
Sometimes trying...
Forgetting the emptiness.
Closing my eyes,
I slept...
Heartaching dreams and trears.
Woke up exhausted.
This is not real,
Just fears.
Sigh.

on being happy

Being happy doesn't mean everything is perfect... it means you have decided to see things beyond the imperfections

this interests me

By the River Piedra, I sat down and wept. There is a legend that everthing that falls in the water of this river - leaves, insects, the feathers of birds - is transformed into the rocks that make the riverbed. If only I could tear out my heart and hurl it into the current, then my pain and longing would be over, and I could finally forget.

By the River Piedra, I sat down and wept.The winter air chills the tears on my cheeks, and my tears fall into the cold waters that course past me. . Somewhere this river joins another, then another, until - far from my heart and sight - all of them merge with the sea.

May my tears run just as far that my love might never know that one day I cried for him. May my tears run just as far, that I might forget the river piedra, the monastary, the church in the Pyrenees, the mists, and the paths we walked together. I shall forget the roads, the mountains, and the field of dreams - the dreams that will never come true...
I remember my "magic moment" -that instant when a "yes" or a "no" can change one's life forever. It seems so long ago now. It is hard to believe that it was only last week that I had found my love once again, and then lost him.

By The River Piedra by Paolo Coelho

music of my life

the music of my life plays on

regardless of things past

or of things yet to come

or of things that could've been

but never will...

her bluff messages

I'm getting used to receiving senseless text messages from Michelle. Messages containing accusations, words that are full of hate and sometimes even forwarded messages. Imagine that! Maybe she doesn't have anything else to do and she's wasting her time on me. Whew! And recently she texted me that I went to Landmark just to see Vincent... whew! How could that happen when the only place I had went to recently was my Mommy Lola's house and the hospital. She should check her messages... all are bluff!