Sweet Serenity
Moving On...
I have moved on to a new blog site,
I have created a new blog,
Sweet Serenity.
My life in its simplicity. Hear my echoes. See through me. Discern my thoughts and feelings. Catch a glimpse... and maybe, just maybe, you could understand a part of my life.
Moving On...
I have moved on to a new blog site,
I have created a new blog,
Sweet Serenity.
Posted by Unknown at 10:48 PM 26 comments
In three weeks time I would be turning a year older. Through all these years I have grown to be a more mature and strong woman. Though there are still times and certain situations wherein I am not. I'll be 3 years away from being 30. Being surrounded by little kids specially my own children makes me feel young. I don't think I will outgrow the child in me inside.
I remember when I am in my teen years I love pink so much. I love Hello Kitty. Now that I am married and have kids of my own, I am still fond of disney characters, disney princesses, barbie, dora the explorer and a lot more. I love buying character items and clothes for them. It makes me happy and it makes my kids so happy too.
Posted by Unknown at 8:58 AM 3 comments
No I won't cry, no tears will fall.
I really don't feel good. Again, I felt a sense of regret last night before I go to sleep. There's no sense talking about what happened as nothing would change.
Won't let your words put me down.
I've heard hurtful words from you. I know I am not selfish, I have my reasons. Just because I don't want you to stay there means that I am selfish. Don't ask me who they are. What if I ask you, who I am and who the kids are for you?
I would just let it all go.
Forget it all. Pretend that this is just one of our misunderstandings. Something that we can't agree with. It would happen again, we both know it. And I would feel this way again, and I would hear those hurtful words once more.
I need to be strong. I'll always be.
I would face whatever would happen now. I don't want a time to come that the kids would ask and I can't think of a right answer. I won't let them feel what I had been feeling, knowing that they too would find it hard to understand.
I won't cry this time.
And I won't let tears fall.
No.
Posted by Unknown at 3:55 PM 0 comments
Posted by Unknown at 3:34 PM 128 comments
Recently, I am fond of drinking my cup of green tea after taking my lunch. It removes the after taste of what I had taken. I don't know if its really healthy for my body, but then I've done a little bit of research on this.
This is what I've read about green tea:
Well, I just love drinking hot green tea!
Posted by Unknown at 12:28 PM 1 comments
Posted by Unknown at 3:09 PM 1 comments
I love shopping and giving gifts to people I love. Christmas season is almost near and I can't wait to buy and wrap presents. Well, I just received my share in our office coop and my money earned 11% in 9 months time. Not bad considering that bank interest only ranges from 1-3% annually.
What I had planned to do with the money:
And, I am also waiting for out 13th month pay which I hope would be given by first week of December. I won't be receiving that much as I had my maternity leave this year and it would lessen the 13th month pay that I would get to receive.
Compute. Compute. Ok, we won't have any savings this year.
Posted by Unknown at 3:02 PM 0 comments
Sleep tight little one
Watching you sleep
So peaceful. So sweet.
I wonder what your dreams are made of
May the angels guard you
May you woke up with a smile on your face
Posted by Unknown at 12:22 PM 0 comments
Posted by Unknown at 12:11 PM 0 comments
Sacrfice... that's what I always have to do.
I need to be strong... to protect them from their fears.
For 2 months, my kids are being taken care of stay-out caregivers. they would come to our house at 7 am and leave at 7 pm. Today is the last day that my kids would get to see their caregivers. It would be so hard as my kids have been accustomed to be with them everyday.
Again, fears and pain enveloped me. Situations which I had hoped would not happen. My kids would again have to adjust and be comfortable to a new caregiver that my mom would get for them. I know it would be hard to trust strangers to take good care of them. In their eyes, I could feel their fears upon the facing another stranger.
In pain, wishing that I would be there at all times. Yet I know I have to work to help support financially. The only thing I could do is remind them that they would be fine. I also have to release these fears in me. Praying at all times that nothing would harm them. Leaving my kids, while working in the office is not easy. Yet this is one thing that we have to live with.
Posted by Unknown at 12:01 PM 0 comments