I've created a memorial site for Kimo. It's my way of remembering him. I know he would appreciate it anyway. I'll be sending the link to some of his friends at Friendster and to our relatives. Here they could light a candle, share condolences and share a memory of him. The site is http://www.lerwinkimreyes.last-memories.com
time... out of nowhere thoughts
+ the winds of time are too strong
+ time changes continuously, is love never changing?
+ memories overflowing, painfully stopping time
+ until time had passed by
Maybe I will start it this way... Sometimes I find myself drifting back in time to the memories I hold so close to my heart. It was only in that place and time where I can recapture the feelings and moments we once felt. There I find myself to the love that transcends time and fuels an eternal fire that burns forever...
And would end it with - But then circumstances higher and stronger than our own had already decided our fate...
Whew! Who would believe that she's not Michelle when everything points to her. Claiming that she is not. Even if she changes the profile name on that Friendster account, the user ID is still the same. She can't fool me? I'm a smart woman! hehehe...and I am just making fun of the whole situation.
Funny how she say that "Michelle won't waste her time" --- but that's what she's doing now... "Michelle is pretty compared to you"---- c'mon I don't care whose prettier... so I tell her that she's right, she is prettier than Ms. Universe! hehehe...
But then, it's not funny when she tries to copy my thoughts. She doesn't have a mind of her own... she lack originality. She always tries to duplicate my words... a real copycat. When I posted this - "Imitation is the greatest form of flattery"... I guess it's not a profound display of someone trying to be me"... She posted back saying that someone wants to be in her shoes! It's exactly the same thing...and she got that idea from me!
In your fantasy
In your world of make believe
You can be ME.
Imitate everything
Copy my words
Claim that my thoughts are yours.
In reality,
You can never have what I have
You can never be ME.
Should I feel flattered on what she had done?... Using my picture in her Friendster account. It's not funny, it's really irritating. I guess she admire me so much! hehehe... and maybe she desires to be ME! What she had done is a profound display of her insecurity...
Sometimes I felt fed up from this dead-end monotony. Knowing that I could provide more, but was misused... often times waiting... nothing worth while. A shift, a change could be necessary. Still, I could not trade the little freedom I have, the stress free environment. This has been in my system... something I had been accustomed to. And this iis better than nothing. Changing means I have to searched, start to adapt, to be accepted again, to prove myself... before, I embrace change but now I have to think a thousand times.
