at paradise

CGI summer outing with friends at Paradise Resort, Bulacan

too real

Breathing out the words... waiting right here.
Just dreams. Longing endlessly. Neverending.
Timeless yet bounded.
World still turning differently.
Feeling the presence.
It was there.
Sometimes near yet too far.
Someplace, somewhere already forgotten.
Strangers now...

happy to be me

Imitation is the greatest form of flattery.
Should I feel flattered when someone tries to be like me? Imitating my words, trying to be like me. When before, that person laughed at me and told me that I am like a poet. Yet now, she was trying to be what I am... surrounding herself with the same principles and ideas I have. Her insecurities are upfront! It was also amusing to know that she familiarizes herself with the products I am using. Indeed, she loathe me yet wanted to be like me!

passing time

went to baywalk yesterday. foodtrip. what a great place to see lots of people having fun. it was already late and we're home by 1 am!

leave me alone

I bet, they are interested in checking out my profile at Friendster. I have no odea who created that account, but I knew Michelle is behind it. They are sending me friend requests. First it was from IJA Beauties, of course I wouldn't accept it as I did not studied in that school and I am not from Cavite... their stupidity strucks! Then they change the name into "hot chicks" and have send me messages... thinking I would accept their request! They should just leave me alone...

whew... whatever

I can't help it. I just want to eat. A lot have noticed that I had grown fat. Whew! Of course I can't just easily shrink back into my body before. Hmmm, I couldn't fit into some of my clothes! I just gave birth two months ago and I still have those post-pregnancy pounds left! Still, I don't limit myself. Maybe I don't give much attention to my food intake. Whew! Maybe I'll check my food intakes sooner... but not now! Whew.. .whatever! hehehe

April 16 Celebration

those words

I Love You Still... those very words...
Breathing out the feelings through all these years.
Never changing with time.
But living differently.
Still, destiny has its own way, has its own reasons why.
How sad it had been.
Tears.
Reality.
Could not change what is and what would be.
Living with it.
Acceptance is hard.
This is true.

double celebration

On April 16, we would be celebrating the Christening of my new baby and the 2nd Birthday of my daughter... a double celebration!

back to work

Leave is over... It's back to work for me. Spending more time at the office, but I know I could still manage to spend that much needed quality time for my family. It's hard though. But then, everything is a sacrifice... I just have to be strong...

sighs tonight

i breathe a sigh
sacrifice
a huge amount of it
forgetting the dreams
neglecting it all
not minding oneself
again, i sigh
worthy... yes.
ears to listen
to share
to enlighten the worry
nowhere to be found
it would be this way...
who would care?
deep sigh
the starts are out
wishing like a child
tonight I'll just sleep

almost like

walking by... heart skips a beat at the sight
a familiar figure from the past
seen through these blurry eyes
like a ghost
almost near... you feel your hands getting cold
questions, fears
why here?
what to do?
nothing... just continue walking towards
and you breathe...
glad it was a mistake
relax now.